November 30, 2018

When I think about the legacy of politicians, I think about the growth of my personal political consciousness. It is hard to show up for every issue, harder still stay ahead and find ways to hold the right views, right-away all the time.

Reflecting on my own growth, I have almost never regretted or changed a viewpoint that was informed primarily by exercising maximum empathy. Now I try and lead with this wherever possible, and I hope this heuristic means I make less mistakes.

But the truth is, right now, this very moment, I am certainly complicit, if not actively engaging, in some harm being done in the world. I am not aware enough, doing enough, or have taken what I will one day see as clearly the wrong stance on some issue.

Forgiveness is a lot to ask for, so instead I hope we can still have empathy for those who are not yet on the right side of history.

I hoped to be judged for where my heart lies, now and at the end, for the journey I go through and it’s destination, not for the waypoints, many of which I will grow to be ashamed of.

November 29, 2018
November 27, 2018

Starting to get somwhere less horrible with json.blog, including finally getting SSL setup.

Fascinating look at how solar costs have been reduced over time. Traces importance of R&D followed by serious achievements due to economies of scale arstechnica.com/science/2…

November 26, 2018
November 25, 2018
November 24, 2018

I am getting tired of my current static site. Love the theoretically simplicity, but looking for a different experience now. Trying to convince myself to not write a CMS from scratch…

November 19, 2018

Apparently when Comcast sees a closet like this, it is the equivalent of saying “shibboleet”. Got his direct number and his supervisors.

November 18, 2018

How does “airplay this to my HomePod” not work with Siri? I mean Jesus, does anyone at Apple use this stuff?

November 17, 2018

We live in new construction. I had them run Cat6 everywhere in the house. Like, several thousand dollars worth of up-charged CAT6.

It’s still not enough.

I got a HomePod. It’s kind of bad. Probably will buy at least two more at some point.

It seems like ever rock song lives in the high F/G territory, which is literally the highest note I can hit but just barely.

November 14, 2018

I just finished the two published books in The Lady Astronaut series. They are tragic and triumphant, somber and delightful. There are incredible, meaningful character relationships and humor in a rich scientific alternative history.

I found myself in tears many times reading these books. Each time it was for the same reason. At a particularly difficult or wonderful moment in the story, the protagonist, Elma York, would find herself reaching for and finding her Judaism.

After surviving a meteor strike on the eastern seaboard of the United States (setting in motion our alt-history), at the very first moment that the action seemed to pause because our characters reach some form of stability, Elma pauses, suddenly feels the grief of all the loss that has just happened and finds herself performing kriah. Maybe it’s because in the last year or so I’ve buried two grandparents and two uncles, one of whom was like a father to me that this act touched me so deeply. But actually, I suspect that it’s because of the lack of characters in fiction whose Judaism is consequential, even when the story is not about their Judaism. I am not sure if someone who is not Jewish could understand the depth of meaning conveyed to me in that action.

At another point in the story, Elma is able to see her husband one last time before a period of years they would spend apart. They thought they had said their goodbyes, but the rules were broken and she was able to reunite with him briefly. A burst into tears when she realizes, just as she sees her husband, that they were reunited on Rosh Hashanah, and greeted each other with l’shanah tova tikatevi v’taihatem/I.

Or when her commander switches Elma to kitchen duty, despite her protests about often being placed doing “women’s work”, despite her enjoying cooking, and despite her not wanting any special treatment, only to have him reveal that her special skill that evening and for the next week was knowing how to make a seder and keep Kosher for Passover. It would take an entire third novel to try and capture and convey the kindness I personally felt from this.

Or when she shares Yiddish insults she remembers from speaking with her grandmother, which is something I did with my grandmother who passed this year.

Or when she helps a grieving, non-Jewish husband recite the Kaddish for his Jewish wife who passed.

Or when she says the shehekianu.

The Lady Astronaut series may be the first books I’ve ever read that are not about Jewish identity that still makes Jewish identity a consequential, real, meaningful part of one of its characters. Judaism is not an aesthetic, it is not a shorthand for personality traits, and it is not an identifier. The Judaism in these books is powerfully used to convey a richness that taps deep wells of emotion that I’ve rarely felt accessed.

November 7, 2018

Solid view of Nashville from this hotel.

Solid view of Nashville from this hotel.

October 30, 2018

I don’t understand the argument that iPad should basically become a MacBook bc some people think that iPads are cooler.

It almost always comes down to “the future!” as though that’s not a path we control. By using a Mac, I’ve been in the future all 8 years the iPad has been out.

I can’t think of an app on iPad that isn’t in macOS, or isn’t a web app that would ditch native as soon as iOS gets a more powerful browser, that’s critical for work. Pretty much all the iOS only stuff exists to work around limitations Macs don’t have.

It’s just baffling to me that folks are clamoring to recreate the laptop form factor with iOS. I’d much rather see an ARM-based macOS laptop that’s MacBook sized with 15-20hrs of battery life.

This isn’t an iPad Pro announcement. It’s the opening argument for ARM on the Mac.

October 19, 2018
October 18, 2018

You know you’re a product manager when you’re super excited about the way a table in your administrator panel looks and feels.

October 13, 2018

Do I recommend creative works, or am I recommending my emotional experience of those works?

My god a good salad makes me happy.

My god a good salad makes me happy.